In Spirit Forever!
January 28th,
2010, I lost my Superman! There is
an ache and a void in my heart to know that my big brother will not walk through
the door to hug me with that hug that made me feel so safe and loved.
It does not seem right that I know I will not be able to describe how much
a part of me my brother was. The Gentle
Giant. He taught me humility, that
love should be felt and heard. He was,
is, and always will be what a real man
can be.
A protector, a man who could talk about love and oneness knowing he could
show and share his emotions without being seen as weak.
BEAUTIFUL! A father who was not afraid to love his sons with all of his Great Big Heart, I love him so much
for this! Kind!
Raw and Real! He loved me! He loved!
Dusty made everyone around him a better person.
Invincible, I always thought he would be.
Even in his death he is teaching me, to love more, laugh more, to feel
more. He has taught me that everybody
has a story and struggles but we all need to feel loved.
I miss you sorely but I will carry you with me as my strength and confidence
that if you try all things are possible!
Thank you Dusty for being the best big brother I could have asked for!
The world will not be the same without you in it!
-- Colleene Jarman
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